I'm not being rude or ignorant or anything so please forgive me if I am.... but I haven't read the posts before mine, I will be doing so in the future. This topic is so big, it warrants everyone getting stuck in with mini essays (so if I do say something that someone has already said, again, I apologise).
Anyway.... I am a deeply religious person. My faith determines every major aspect of my life, from what I can/ can't eat or drink, to smoking, drinking, etc.
Picture painted. Good.
I had.... a decision? maybe? where I was like... this is it (about a week ago... lol). And I was gonna go. I love life, and am NOT an emo, or moan a lot, etc., but I just hit a time where everything was wrong and (for a second) I looked at an easy way out. Being quite intelligent (without sounding boastful), I had quite a few ways of doing it, without failing... lol.
But there was something I had learned from religious studies (not RE at school! real stuff, at home), which basically stated that if you were to commit suicide, you are taking your own life before GOD wanted you to, and in return, you relive that death at the same time everyday until judgement day (literally). This is what I believe, and this (and the fear of this alone), was enough to stop me. Oh yeah, I also wouldn't be able to play GW2 (I swear I'm not joking, I really DID think about that... quite seriously. Maybe go after I get bored of the game? lol).
anyway.. is it moral? I think it depends on the situation. For example euthanasia; it is assisted suicide. If you really are in so much pain, or are basically dead, and a machine is making your heart beat etc. then I would argue that if the bed space could save another person's life, or the money/ facilities spent on you could help another etc. then yes, you should be able to ask for it. But it should not be abused. I think this is the line that people will cross, with people possibly asking for it too quickly, or even people forging euthanasia forms to get access to money etc. You can make the decision to take your own life, but have no right to take another's without permission. If your "prolonging of life", causes a few people with good chances to deteriorate, then it's moral and right to do so. But that's my opinion.
Was it moral in my case? No. Never. It was weak, petty and a potential waste of a good life. It affects far more people than yourself, and the repercussions can have very long lasting effects. If things are bad, you need to find and hold onto the thing that isn't. for example GW2, or the fact that you want a kid someday, or that you haven't seen such and such a place/ person in a long time etc.
No one is so weak in my opinion that they cannot face life's challenges. Anything is better than ending it. How many times have you had an argument which at the time you thought was the most important thing in the world, and that you were right and the other person was such a so and so for not seeing it your way?. But later on you think... I was such an idiot, I should have just agreed with her/ him and cooled off. Now imagine there is no "resume from last checkpoint" button. Nothing is worth that in my opinion.
I know I may have hovered past the "that's not the question" Line, but I can relate to this. It was something I've never thought of doing before, or will ever think again. I hope it gives people a bit of a fight inside them to do something (if anything) to help themselves and not take the easy way out like I tried to.
Btw, I'm on top of the world now!! the problems still persist, but they're shadows of a bad dream now...
so happy days!!!!!!!!!